I've been auditioning and working in Philly since I graduated from Arcadia in 2008. I remember when I first got out I said to myself, start small and work your way up.
Well here we are, three and change years later and I'm still working my way up. Not that I'm being naive, I'm "new", and of course I'm lucky to have had to work I've had, and the auditions I've had. But I'm not easy to pigeonhole...
Maybe that's what "castable" means? Easily put into a category...or something.
At any rate, I've begun to wonder what my next step up will be in my acting career. Grad school research is in the works for applications next fall, which I think is a wise step. After all, we can't all just expect to walk into an audition and nab that part. It takes work, experience, and connections.
So, as I've been thinking about this, I'd like to share my ponderings...
1. The issue with weight...
Unfortunately, especially for women, it takes...how shall I say this...you're not easy to cast when you're curvy. When you're a curvy woman, you don't get considered as often. When you're a curvy woman, you walk into auditions with skinny girls and say to yourself...am I the "risk" they might be willing to take? You can always say "you MAKE them take that risk", but honestly we don't have control over that.
It's become a really sad state of affairs when being a size 10 is a "risk"...when a size 10 is "plus size". What? I don't consider myself plus size...
But it's true. Of course not ALL the time, but with bigger companies and national tours, it matters. Size unfortunately matters.
I'm sorry I can't fit into the 25 inch waist costume you've been dreaming about reusing. I don't think I've had a 25 inch waist since I was 12....seriously.
Anyway, in my journey towards trying to become more "castable", I've decided that while I've enjoyed being a curvy woman for most of my life, I've begun to envision myself as a smaller woman. I've had a lot of people say I don't need to, but ultimately my opinion is the one that matters. Not only do I want to compete for roles in NYC, DC, and film, but I would love for once in my life to go to a beach in the summer in a skimpy bikini and feel really awesome.
Call me shallow! Call me rude and selfish! Whatever. I can't speak for everyone, but when speaking for myself, to be able to try on a size 6 jean and having it fit would feel really good. I would like to go to a costume fitting and have my hips measure less than 40". I would like to be smaller. And I'll let you know if in fact I get considered more often.
2. The question of the hair cut...
I used to have stark white short hair...
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| The lovely and talented Ms. Emilie Krause and I in "Midsummer..." |
Funky. Ick...I don't like that word and I didn't really understand her. I had actually dyed it for "Midsummer..." and it turned out that I really liked the look, and apparently so did some casting directors. I got cast over and over in shows where I would ask them "May I dye my hair?" and the answer was always a resounding "no!".
Because my hair was that color and style for so long I decided to get new headshots taken.
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| Sultry, no? |
Personally, I love my headshot and I wouldn't change a thing about it. But after that meeting with my agent it got me thinking...maybe my hair cut, of all things, is limiting me? After being away for the summer and away from my fabulous stylist, the roots were eating my scalp and it was time to make a change. Now it's longer and darker and now I have a delicious headshot with short white hair. What a dilemma!
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| I'm happy! Call me in! |
Recently I've added the above shot to my resume so when they look at my HS/R they can say "ooh! She's so versatile! Look how well she pulls off those looks. Let's call her in".
I guess the best that you can do is try to represent who you really are in your shots. I think what casting directors need to understand is that looks change, and when I walk into an audition, please don't scowl at the headshot like I've mislead you. I promise you, I won't let you down. I can guarantee that one will be, at the very least, entertained by my auditions.
3. The issue of being a diverse performer...
I know, you're thinking "Isn't that the best option for an actor? To be able to do everything?". Eh, kind of. While I think it's important to know how to move well, how to handle verse and heightened language, etc...in my experience having a lot of little things confuses directors. They don't know how to break it down and sometimes it looks like they may blow a fuse looking at your resume.
Again, if we're using the idea that "castable" is "categorizing" then should we be focusing them on certain aspects of our training? Or should we tell them "I can do anything!".
If they get too overwhelmed, they don't know what to do, and they don't know what to call you in for. Personally, and this is just me saying this, I think that it's good to have training on your resume, but what's more important is to showcase a variety of types of performing you've done. That way they can look at the resume and say "well she's trained in stage combat but just look at the array of work she's accomplished! Let's call her in".
Notice how my goal is to just get called in? I believe that's a safe bet for right now, being someone so young and about to enter the larger acting pool. Just call me in! Seriously, you really won't be disappointed. Maybe that's the best we can hope for...
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